Beep Beep oh look now there goes my phone
And once again im just hoping its a text from you..mm..
It aint right read ur messages twice thrice
Four times a night its true
Everyday I patiently wait
Feeling like a fool but I do, anyway
Nothing can feel as sweet and as real
Cuz I know that I wasn't waiting in vain..

[Chorus:]
And maybe its true
Im caught up on you
Maybe there's a chance your stuck on me too
So maybe im wrong
Its all in my head
Maybe we're afraid of words we both haven't said

Im always connected online
Looked on myspace all the time
Hoping you've Checked my profile
Just can't help wondering why,
You play it cool but,
I'm hopelessly falling for you,
Every night on the phone I'm..
In love with you, and I know you like it girl
All joking aside,
Let's see you and I
Come out and say what we're trying to hide..

[Chorus:]
And maybe its true
Im caught up on you
Maybe there's a chance your stuck on me too
So maybe im wrong
Its all in my head
Maybe we're afraid of words we both haven't said

[Bridge:]
Like I really want you,
I think I need you,
Baby I miss you,
I'm thinking of you

... this is EXACTLY how it is

forgive them father - lauryn hill ft shelly thunder

Beware the false motives of others
Be careful of those who pretend to be brothers
And you never suppose it's those who are closest to you (to you)
They say all the right things to gain their position
Then use your kindness as their ammunition
To shoot you down in the name of ambition, they do

Forgive them father for they know not what they do
Forgive them father for they know not what they do

Why every Indian wanna be the chief?
Feed a man 'til he full and he still want beef
Give me grief, try to tief off my piece
Why for you to increase, I must decrease?
If I treat you kindly does it mean that I'm weak?
How you gonna idolize the missing?
To survive is to stay alive in the face of opposition
Even when they comin' gunnin'
I stand position
Let's free the people from deception
If you looking for the answers
Then you gotta ask the questions

It took me a little while to discover
Wolves in sheep coats who pretend to be lovers
Men who lack conscience will even lie to themselves (to themselves)
A friend once said, and I found to be true
That everyday people, they lie to God too
So what makes you think, that they won't lie to you

how have i been so blinded after all these years? how is it that other people knew it to be true yet i was completely oblivious? whatever, its better late than never. we had it good, now its time to let go. i hope they can respect my decision. im doing this in order  for me to find the real me. i need to release everything that i was, and embrace who im supposed to be. im on my way to bigger and better things. 2008 will be an extremely good year.

heres my vent:

your a fucking insecure, disrespectful, bitter and arrogant MOTHERFUCKER. how dare you disrespect me like that and still assume that i could still talk to you. how dare you go and bash others who are of my own kin and still believe that i would want to hang around any longer. how dare you go and say that weve never had this conversation before and that all we ever talked about is you coming to my house. FUCK YOU. dont ever say shit like that to me. ive told you once, ive told you twice; ive told you more than once. i dont appreciate the way you talk to me. i hate the fact that you dissed my favorite color, yellow and you had the nerve to diss breakdancing! MOTHERFUCKER YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHO I AM OR WHAT IT IS I STAND FOR. grow some fucking balls. the past is in the past where it belongs. dont bring up shit like that. if you dont like someone, fine. keep that to yourself. dont be running your mouth. think one txt saying im sorry is going to make things alright? how about NO. dont come around here no more. after over a year of not talking to me, you only decide to say hello when you and girl have broken up? fuck your sad. get over yourself.

on the contrary, this is the only messed up situation i'll deal with:

i cant stand seeing you with other girls. you shouldnt be with anyone but me. im still feeling it. please tell me you do to. because the txt msgs every weekend must mean something right? im so hopelessly in love with you. im so blind to see the reality, so naive to not knowing the truth. after 4 years, im still here at square one.

3rd place.

no happy, no jump for joy, just disappointment.

i dont care that we placed. i let myself down. i let the others down. i could have practiced harder. i could have memorized better.

one mistake. im so choked.

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